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2004-05-12 - 10:21 p.m. school is over. i miss axi. i wish i knew where she was. i have lost a lot of friends this year for many reasons, but this one made me the saddest, i think. if you're reading this, dude, i hope you find a home really soon. you should call me or email me sometimes; i'd even go to west philly to see you. anyway. listening to "love enchanted" by daniel johnston and thinking about listening to that song at vulture cock, standing all by myself in a crowd of people and feeling my heart breaking. feeling almost as if a light was shining from the stage onto me, feeling that intense connection. i miss school. every time i leave somewhere, i always have an amazing last week that totally negates all of my complaints for the previous amount of time i was there. and now i am back. living a weird sort of life that i didn't really abandon, that isn't really mine. it's been two years since i've had a real home (or it will be in july) and i want to change that. rootlessness gets just as boring as stability after awhile. i miss everyone. "i love watching kids' jepoardy: i get a lot more of the answers right!" -my dad
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