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2004-03-14 - 9:53 p.m. i broke the "beer before liquor" rule at my dad's st. patrick's day party last night and now i have my first official hangover. i've been drinking for years and i never really had one before. i woke up in this morning and i couldn't eat anything without puking. i couldn't even drink coffee, and i NEVER go without coffee. never. nothing exceptionally interesting happened last night; holly and erin came over. we hung out with my favorite cousin and they all got along, which shocked me to no end because my worlds never interact smoothly while crashing. i drop bombs on relationships all the time, i guess. arthur & i discussed it over lunch one day. he said, "nothing ever stays new long enough for us." he's an aries too, and one of the few people at purchase who gets me. we sat at the dining hall table so quiet, understanding for once. i tried to write but it all came out in a scrawl. i tried to call but nobody called me back except for the ladyfriend. i felt curt. i just wrote a few sentences about what i'm really feeling but i deleted it quick.
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