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2003-11-27 - 9:22 p.m. oh my goth, i am so fucking unbelievably bored right now. the house is currently populated with my dad's wife's family, who are some of the most annoying motherfuckers i've ever encountered. literally everything they say is on a level with glass scraping against glass, or something else that's high pitched and enraging. i've been hiding out for nearly five hours, ever since everyone stopped eating. every so often i venture out, i last maybe five minutes before something horribly offensive happens and i have to retreat. they aren't going anywhere, it seems, and all i want is for one of my friends to return my fucking phone calls, or even to just be able to ride my brother's bike around for a few hours. i hate holidays. blah. i'm so fucking sick of drunks and i don't think they're funny anymore at all. last night at tgifridays everyone laughed as this girl got too drunk to walk or make sense. i've been in that position before, and it isn't fucking funny. and that was all i could see. not the wacky parts. i wasn't even going to drink last night, but i was peer pressured by my dad to get drunk with him, if you can believe that. sitting around with a hard lemonade in my hand i almost understood. it's like in my favorite book, "sometimes a fisherman holds a rod in his hand and says yes and sometimes a painter holds a brush in his hand and says yes and sometimes i hold a beer in my hand and say yes." and believe me when i say i don't want to. really.
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