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2003-09-20 - 5:57 a.m. well. i had a weird and glorious weekend, as usual; i am trying not to take these for granted. i got stuck in ye olde "hurricaine" and it took six hours to get from purch to philly. i had an annoying night of missed connections, train blackouts and the like but dancing on the platform in trenton at four a.m. i was the only one awake and moving and out there, casually shaking my ass to the muzak--wordless instrumental versions of songs. i made up poems about the moment! and said them with more infliction and meaning than anything. ever. my glasses are crooked, making me feel a year younger (the glasses i had for 4 years were massively crooked). i sat on them this weekend and i was conscious of doing that. for a second i thought, are those my glasses? which was quickly replaced by who gives a shit?. i gave a shit when i stood up & my precious glasses were bent. sigh. what the fuck is wrong with me? school is okay, although i hate forced socialization more than, well, anything. no, that isn't true, but close. i don't know what to do with my life. i definately don't want to remain tied to westchester county until i'm 25, but it wouldn't really be the worst thing, either. oh whatevs.
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